But today marks the day reality sets in, but also a day many one embraced their journeys. I mark this day with bravery, confidence and courage!
I spent a bit of time overwhelmed by emotions this morning, crying in bed... sob sob. But on the other hand, God was keeping me brave... and here I am, conquering today!
A picture tells a thousand words, so I'mma let mine tell.
There came one day when God being the rearranging again, and little did I know that was the beginning to His bigger movement. But little steps He prepared me... He took me to this year, and then today.
I can't count, maybe I should, the number of people whom has left my side this year. Evelyn, Jenny, Atieno, Siau Ying, Kuzi... and the people who've impacted my life so deeply, Jace and Alvin... and of course, the ones who have been not too near but not that far... my beloved Da Ge and Da Sao, today.
It's amazing but I'm taking it well right now... I had my struggles, but then when God showed me His vision and calling, I was utterly amazed and speechless. Knowing that for all these, there is a greater purpose... and we will meet again, near or far doesn't matter.
Happy 'Belated' CNY meal... hee...
(too bad I got no tripod so I can't be in there)
God's amazing.
I believe He's doing a new thing... and looking bad when I was going through a tough time, I felt God slap encouragement in my face endlessly... and I kept this in my heart for a long time, because I didn't want to write it... until, today. :)
There was a time I was going through and I asked God what He had in store for me now that once again, so many people are leaving my life. He was going on Gear 5, and I knew it had to be a good reason for that. I knew it was good...
During Touching Heaven Prayer Meeting, I was asking God endlessly.. why? Suddenly I realised the blessing I still had that and I learnt how to appreciate the goodness of God in my life that very moment. No one probably realised it but I did. And it may seem like something really small, but that touch and answer from God comforted me I could do nothing but cry throughout the whole P&W.
God kind of like gave me a 'tap' on my back and pointed to me that da sao was just beside me... and da ge was just in front of me. And because of the blood of Christ, we have this privilege to worship God, in the same place together. It might seem something small to you, but that day, I cried endlessly, encouraged and tugged deeply by God's love for me... and all that He's done in my life so far... I felt that comfort, surge through.
I don't know if I'm making sense, since it's already bed time... so I think I'll just go to bed... but I know, it's a new day, and God's doing a new thing...
And... a new season, has finally arrived.
Moving forward!
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