It's so good... and I think the couple other times I got really long distances was because I was having so many feelings just mixed inwards... and had to just let them go! Yeah... It's always kind of like a battle on the threadmill... the first 10 minutes are always the hardest. It's like the devil there saying, "You can't do it.. give up." And then when I make it past the 10 minutes, it feels like, "Just give up...!" The victory comes when I ignore the voice of discouragement, and hold on to what is GOOD. And when I reach the 30 mins mark, I'm just so happy I could do another 10 to 15 mins! There you go! The devil loves to make you think you can't do something. But when you've done it, all that you thought you lost or couldn't do no longer means anything to you!
Yes, so many times the threadmill is like my mental training ground. And so many times I have those kind of conversations where God reveals to me my heart condition, or my walk with Him. Who am I 'running' for? How am I 'running'? Am I discouraged? Am I encouraged? Am I on fire? Or am I about to let me flame die off? God has used the threadmill to so often remind myself of the state of my heart... ahh~~
So lately I've began to seek God for certain answers. And last night at prayer meeting a sister said she saw a vision for me... and it meant God is going to reply. Ahh.... It so encouraged me!
I'm on this journey of 'Back to Intimacy' with God. So I'mma press on!!!
So stuff I've been working on lately..
My journal club for next Wednesday's presentation at lab meeting.. (I'm so dreading it..)
Please pray with me to turn this Giant into a Grasshopper!!!
Working on my journal... until I got so stressed I needed the pandas to cheer me up!
Stuffed animals always work for me!
What else?
Here's a video of Jma doing his thing again.... I wanna give panda hugs too.. Hee hee... Find me a mascot, someone! He just makes loving so much fun. Yeah... loving can be fun too!
Spread the love...!
If you watched carefully, you would have heard the coarseness of his voice. He kinda lost his voice throughout the whole Taiwan Conference but still was led to preach under total surrender to the Spirit. It's amazing... and after that he was still out in the streets, fulfilling his new year commitment to God - taking the love out there! Whao! I mean.. at times when I'm sick, the last thing I wanna do is step out of my room and meet people...
May God help us to see beyond ourselves and our needs, to the needs of others! As you bless others by providing their needs, God will bless you by providing your needs!
Keep the love going... loving is contagious!
Awesome...
So... I'm going to sleep now... yeah.. seek God and be with the Creator of the universe, and hear His secrets. God is good!
So I'll be still, and know that He is God.
Yes... wait on the Lord...
Amen... amen!
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